Forbidden Memories

Looking through photographs,
of who we used to be,
Holding on tightly,
to the sweet memories,
But just like the images,
spread across my bedroom floor,
they must be carefully put away.
It's time to let go of all the yesterdays.


But it's you-the one who changed everything,
who wants to bring back this past.
You must know what has been done can't be undone.
Your scarring words and deceitful lies,
are only what I know now.

I want you to stop bringing out,
the once so beautiful pictures,
that now just show sin .
It's time to bid farewell my friend
and burn those photos.
Goodbye, my friend.
Goodbye

Jealousy flows through me,

like a constant throb of pain,

yet I lay here almost completely numb.

Remind myself that jealousy,

is the very thing I hate,

but yet I hold it within me.
Wish. It. Would. Stop.
Wish. It. Would. Just. Go. Away.
Much unlike the first snowfall,

that hits the ground and quickly fades away,

You can't cease this emotion,
can't make it just go away.

Misunderstood

Quick with your judgments,
and harmful blame
you let no time pass by.
Rather than dig for understanding
you point out the flaws in me.
Well, I'm not flawless,
but this time it isn't me.
You could have seen this,
if you had given me the slightest chance.

Bittersweet

Awake but tired
anxious but nervous
happy but sad
eager but hesitant

Home but away
Bitter but sweet